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2 tahun Bapak

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"Jika kita ingin memotivasi Satya dengan status sulung, kita coba dengan cara positif. 'Kang Satya, lihat itu Saka, dia butuh perlindungan Kakang. He needs your help' 'Kang Satya, lihat itu Saka selalu ingin pakai baju yang sama dengan Kakang. He looks up to you. He thinks you're cool.' 'Kang Satya, coba ajarin Saka 1+1. Soalnya kalo sama Mamah, Saka gak mau denger. Dia maunya dengerin Kakang. He thinks you're smart.'" "...." "Kamu liat kan bedanya. Dengan seperti itu, Satya akan sukarela menjadi panutan." Sang Ibu mengangguk. "Menjadi panutan bukan tugas anak sulung -- kepada adik-adiknya.  Menjadi panutan adalah tugas orang tua untuk semua anak." Sabtu Bersama Bapak - Adhitya Mulya Bapak. It's been two years since you go. Sebagai si sulung, saya masih bertanya-tanya. Sudah oke-kah saya menjadi kepala keluarga? Bapak. Meski dulu saya jarang curhat. Tapi yang namanya anak, saya kange

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Her, 2013 " It's just that... Earlier I was thinking about how I was annoyed... and this is gonna sound strange... but I was really excited about that. And then I was thinking about the other things I've been feeling.. and I caught myself feeling proud of that... you know, proud of having my own feelings about the world. Like the times I was worried about you... and things that hurt me, things I want. And then... I had this terrible thought. Like, are these feelings even real? Or are they just programming? "